tonight was soooo much fun. we(me cara and annie) went out! it was amazing. i love them both. thanks annie for alll you help tonight. i might have died if you werent there. i love you. we have to do this more. cara im sorry your purse got stolen out of my car. people suck.
whos up for the next round tomorrow. i need a DD though, i dont want annie to have to go throught that again.
i hope one of the dickhead kids standing in the fucking street in the middle of night setting off the same firework, that look just like the last set he ignited, gets his fucking dick got on fire. that would suck for him.
the last couple days have been filled with contemplations of how/why people and the world work in the way that they do. its hard to understand the heartache others experience and how to help relieve them of there sorrows. there is truly no way to help. that may explain the result of pushing away those who are close. and not allowing any others coming close enough to cause one to fear loss and sorrow. i cant truly explain that which i dont understand, but to all those that suffer daily i wish that this time passes faster than is imaginable and that every time the sun rises that a piece your sorrow disappears as it sets. and that your love brings out to share the best of what is lost. this is all that plays in my mind and in hopes of someone else figuring out what it means i share it in hope of comforting in what little way possible a person can do with words
well tonight i got worked up yet again of a movie. Tonight was Ted Bundy.The thing that pissed me off the most were the dumb ass broads.
for example: - stranger comes and tells me theres something wrong with my car, yet there is not a scratch and im going to follow him down an allie to an unmarked car and he doesnt have police ID on him. but what the hell
- stranger comes up and tells me my dad is hurt, but im too stupid to ask him if he knows my dads name. so im going to go with him.
- THE BEST ONE- i love my boyfriend hes soooo honest and would never do anything except beat me and make me play dead while he fucks me.
personally i get turned on if a guy asks me to play dead while he fucks me.
even though i know i could never share the same level of stupidity with the girls that were killed i still was freaking out on my whole half a mile journey to my house.
well i have managed to misplace my keys twice within 28 hours. of course it would have be alright because i could just get my parents to bring me the other set. except theyre out of town. so ive had to backtrack my steps twice which sucks
tomorrow i get to go to underoath and eighteen visions. im really excited.
im really tired but trying to fix my skirt
right now im having a sing-along with myself. its more amusing than one would think. though i could think of someone id like to be here having the sing-along with that would be slightly more amusing.
7am-130p- work 2-beach completely missed surf competition but "surf" with marissa for an hour -cici's- saw cara -park- swang and played on trails playground -home -schlotsky's to visit erin -home- watched a movie on hitler which was very interesting, and cleaned on commercials
so over all it was quite eventful. i like the feeling i have when i didnt waste my whole day sleep, but i also love it when i get to sleep in. so theres really way i can be satisfied.
summer no school relaxing sleep lips exciting crush reading something i like cello hanging out with old friends accomplishment late nights, short days working out sand in my toes cold air on my cheeks traveling biking being alone comfort
LAYER ONE: -- Name: Megan -- Birth date: September 9th 1985 -- Birthplace: KCMO bitches! -- Current Location: ormond beach -- Eye Color: hazel -- Hair Color: brown with faded out auburn -- Height: 5'4 -- Righty or Lefty: righty -- Zodiac Sign: virgo
LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: how buncha shit -- The shoes you wore today: big ass flip flops -- Your weakness: food -- Your fears: -- Your perfect pizza: cheese all over everything -- Goal you'd like to achieve: getting out of here LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: ha -- Your thoughts first waking up: im late -- Your bedtime: when my eyelids fall -- Your most missed memory: nana
LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: Mc Shit -- Single or group dates: single -- Adidas or Nike: nike -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Publix brand is where its at -- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: no -- Cuss: fuck yeah -- Sing: not where people can hear me -- Take a shower everyday: other -- Have a crush: i think so -- Do you think you've been in love: not even close -- Want to go to college: sure do -- Like(d) high school: not really too many shaddy, racist rednecks -- Want to get married: duh -- Believe in yourself: gotta believe in something -- Get motion sickness: sometimes. like car sickness if thats the same -- Think you're attractive: im the most beautiful bitch in the city -- Think you're a health freak: not with eating -- Get along with your parent(s): yeah for the most part -- Like thunderstorms: yeah -- Play an instrument: cello. yeah! lil piano. learning
LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: no -- Smoked: 4:20 bitches -- Made Out: i wish -- Gone on a date: kinda -- Gone to the mall?: yes -- Eaten an entirno -- Been on stage: no -- Been dumped: no -- Gone skating: no -- Made homemade cookies: no -- Gone skinnydipping: i wish -- Dyed your hair: nope let the natural color come back -- Stolen anything: yeah ...this survey from valerie 10 min ago
LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah -- If so, was it mixed company: duh -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: not at all -- Been caught "doing something": yeah right -- Been called a tease: couple times -- Gotten beaten up: yeah right im a bad ass! -- Shoplifted: couple times -- Changed who you were to fit in: only to fit in with the 1000 people i love to hang out with at school
LAYER EIGHT: -- Numbers and Names of Children: 2-3; ??? -- Describe your Dream Wedding: something original. like 500 people with me in a white long dress. -- How do you want to die: on my back -- Where you want to go to college: which ever one excepts me -- What do you want to be when you grow up: help people -- What country would you most like to visit: any country in africa
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl.. -- Best eye color? brown -- Best hair color? dark -- Short or long hair: long -- height: taller than me which isnt that tall -- Best weight: 50 lbs -- Best articles of clothing: t-shirt and jeans (tight ones so i can see his ass) -- Best first date location: in my pants -- Best first kiss location: on my lips
LAYER TEN: -- # of drugs taken illegally: one -- # of people I could trust with my life: the are a few -- # of CDs that I own: 5000 -- # of piercings: 4 -- # of tattoos: none for the moment -- # of scars on my body: a bunch i was/am clumsy and i pick my scabs. i still remain a 5 year old -- # of things in my past that I regret: there probably a lot of things i wish i wouldnt have said nor done. but i dont really regret anyhting.
pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles: (and note..Saves the Day it's not the lyrics to the song... it's the song titles)
1. Are you male or female?: lady in red 2. Describe yourself: Nerdy 3. How do some people feel about you?: lump 4. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: short stories with tragic endings
5. How do you feel about yourself?: Cold feet 6. Where would you rather be?: Let's go to bed 7. Describe what you want to be:In your eyes 8. Describe how you live: sexual healing 9. Describe how you love:Comfortable 10. Share a few words of wisdom: Respect
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